Miley Cyrus is not in a joking mode
or a drinking mood today.
The singer, who believes her knee looks like Seth
Rogen and who got wasted with her mom earlier
in the week, just penned a lengthy note on
Twitter in which she described her very
depressed state, blaming it on the death of her
dog Floyd.
"I keep asking why would the world take my
sweet boy from me?" Cyrus wrote. "I'm just a
baby myself…I depend on my mother still. She is
the one at the end of the day I want to hold me
when I'm sad, scared, lonely. Her one job in this
world is to eel me out of harms way...
"I was Floyd's mommy. I don't know when the
regret and the guilt will fade. I don't know if it
ever will."
Floyd was killed by a coyote a few weeks ago
and Miley has been publicly mourning ever since.
She even sang to a statue of Floyd during a
concert in Brooklyn not long after his passing.
"I feel like I let my boy down," Cyrus continued
via Twitter. "My job was to protect him and I'm
not a person that takes failure lightly...Today is
one of those days where I can't open the
curtains to see the sun…open the windows to
hear the world going on around me because to
be honest I hate the fact that the world's still
spinning.
"I want it to stop…I want everyone's heart to
break the way my heart is breaking."
Cyrus is in Ireland today as part of her Bangerz
tour.
But it's a day off and she earlier wrote that
she's "sad and cranky" when not performing.
"No matter how much I cry or beg of 'god' to
wake me up from this nightmare, it is what it is
(at least that's what everyone keeps reminding
me)," Miley concluded. "There's no waking up
from reality so today I am being a helplessly
hopeless human & I'm ok with that."
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